Red and Blue make Purple

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I’m really not liking Tumblr’s new update… I want to post a picture of something I drew and now I’m having to ask for a review so it’s not blocked as sensitive. I’m not comfortable, or even good enough to draw anything nsfw.

rambles it sucks that tumblr doesn't even allow me to change my safety setting I don't really have anywhere else I can post my stuff and interact with people and the only place I can isn't allowing me to? I have friends here who I love seeing their posts and when I can't see it bc it's marked as sensitive I hate that I'm missing out on what they're posting this is just upsetting me I feel so distanced from everyone I feel alone again delete later

So today i saw this Facebook post and it said “Beauty never asks for attention”, and I just got upset. It was really random, but i completely disagree with that. Some beauty isn’t noticed, sorry, and sometimes people do need to ask for attention because they aren’t getting any? Don’t just assume since you’re beautiful everyone’s going to want to be involved with you, because there are plenty of beautiful people out there who don’t get the attention they deserve.

rambles delete later this just makes no sense this hits a personal nerve of mine i think i look decent to a certain level but i know plenty of people who are legit gorgeous who only get minimal attention when i feel they deserve more

My absolute least favorite feeling is disappointment- being disappointed in myself and being a disappointment to others.

personal i'm always messing up it sucks they say its a part of growing up but everything i mess up is avoidable yet i somehow make a fool of myself rambles i just need a hug i've been emotional delete later