so listen……

silencer au where silencer does get ladybug’s miraculous, but upon seeing it’s marinette behind the mask- marinette, who stood up for him and their friends, who he allowed himself to be akumatized to defend- is horrified by what he’s done because he told her he wouldn’t hurt her, ignored her pleas to not be on hawk moth’s side, and turned right around to fight ladybug- to fight her

and it’s devastating and he falls to his knees and releases the voices, and when she gets hers back he looks up with such a sadness in his eyes and hands the miraculous back, even against hawk moth’s shouting

and when he’s luka again, he doesn’t remember a thing, but the tears linger on his cheeks and he’s not sure why they’re there, but ladybug helps him up with a sort of sad smile and points him where to go (where she’ll meet him as marinette) 

and maybe one day she’ll tell him just what happened, but until then, she’s content to know that he truly does love her enough for even his villain side to surrender for her sake