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i feel like crapand i'm emotionaljust personal stufframblesim prob gonna delete this latersince no one read thislmaofriend problemsbut i always have friend problems?they come in different levelsand today stooped lowyet at the same time it was so high??i'm a messlong storylong story short i just want that person who looks to me equally as much as i look to themnot me looking to them while they look for someone else and take me ini just cant handle thatpast experience ptsdmajor ramblesUGH i just wanted a sorted lifei'm too young for this? maybemaybe noti need to talk to someone that's a sure factbut i have nooneand the person i could i dont want tosoripyadelete later