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2 minutes after “Into the SpiderVerse”
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First picture completely done in a different program, on my brand new, shiny pc. :3 Its screen resolution finally allows using Paintstorm studio.
Last week was somewhat crazy, y’know. Still feeling a bit strange, if not stunned.
I had only around $400 saved up for a pc, and the other half (actually roughly $500 hahaha) was donated, yeah, DONATED by someone I’ve never talked to before. Yeah. oAo I didn’t believe it. Still don’t believe it. But it’s there. Everything’s real.
Not gonna lie, I haven’t ever expected something THAT good from life anymore. I stopped believing in wonders long ago, and bam, this happens. Did I wake up in a wrong reality or what? :’>
I couldn’t fully express how I feel now, in general and towards that person. I need a bit more time to settle everything in my head. And to get used to the new pc. >w<
P.S. If you want me to draw more pandas, or anything really, please consider supporting me on Patreon.
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Let’s not lie, everyone has that one character that fits into the vent pictures \o/
I’m still struggling with the artblock, accompanied by the needs to do this and that and that.. My new pc is awesome, but it feels unfamiliar and awkward to draw on a completely new machine, I’m still not used to the new resolution and forever paranoid about color setting. Oh well. *rubs face* I should get rid of this whiner mood asap, but it’s harrrrrd. I don’t stop comparing my current productivity/general happiness about own art, I was so much better in spring/summer! Holy shit there’s like no posts lately, and even less OC stuff. I feel like there’s some invisible obstacle that I can’t identify yet. ono; Gotta work on it.. Somehow..
Patreon also doesn’t make me feel safe yet, I know it’s been just 2 weeks since its launch, first reward batch is yet to be posted, but uhh, 5 patrons out of thousands followers, seriously?.. Either I am so bad or everyone is broke now. Haha. Btw my patrons will receive a step-by-step of this picture, you still can sign up in order to get the reward. ;w;
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Finally something that was smooth and enjoyable throughout the whole process ;w;
It’s been around 7 months since I started playing Dofus, I was impressed since the very beginning, but somehow didn’t want to draw yet. Now I’m a proud lvl 72, still unforgivingly casual, appearing online once in a blue moon, soloing and exploring. My char is a classic iopette, dumb and cute.
I have to sit after almost every fight due to the lack of brains bread or whatever heals in Dofus. Tonight I’ve been roaming around in Pandala, started doodling the character while afk inbetween fights, then the background happened. It’s my favorite part. I still have a lot to learn regarding lighting and coloring, but so far it feels AMAZING to draw environment. I haven’t had so much fun drawing in damn ages. \;w;/
Step-by-step of this pic is rather interesting to watch, it will be available to my patrons in late February. Join the Patreon gang if you wanna see it and many other cool things. o3o
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Also today I’ve seen somewhere “write about things you hate and don’t wanna remember, let your demons be your inspiration”, so yah, here ya go.
Occasionally people wonder why I despise Russia so much, now I can explain with illustrations. It’s only -one of- the big problems here.
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Wow I’m in a mood to draw sadis?????
Everything I managed to do today >< I wish I could turn this into a proper illustration with background and stuff, but pile of work tells me that I won’t do that. EVER. Haha.. oTL If you want to support my personal drawings and get some sweet bonuses (for example, step-by-step of this pic), please consider becoming my patron. Let’s free me some time, gosh.
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Watched squid sisters’ concert and just!!! Couldn’t resist doodling them instead of working on important things. ;A; I love Callie so much.