Okay….big jump….NOW!
me: is fine being single, understands i am still capable of love, is in no rush, doesn’t like relationships that much
stupid brain:

all i want to do is write that one fic that takes people’s breath away and kinda lingers in the back of their minds. i want to write something that makes people want to make art and play with my versions of characters or in the universe i created. i want to be able to create worlds that feel real enough to walk into and write lines that stick with people until they forget where exactly they heard it because it lives in their bones now.

a cat i see every evening when I take my dog out for a walk
why are there bruises on my knees
i snuck into your house while you were sleeping and used one of those doctor reflex tester hammers to beat the shit out of your knees specifically


