Red and Blue make Purple

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As his transformation drops, Adrien drops to the ground and covers his face with his hands, bursting into tears.

“I can’t do this anymore,” Adrien cries, his entire body shaking, “Plagg, I c-can’t. No one cares and I can’t. I c-can’t.”

Plagg zips up and tries to wedge himself in between Adrien’s shaking hands, but is unsuccessful. He hovers in front of the kneeling boy instead, brows furrowed in concern.

“Adrien,” he says, worry evident in his tone.

Adrien just shakes his head in his hands, refusing to look up as he continues.

“I-I hate how m-my father treats me like CRAP a-and like I don’t even matter, and I hate how L-Ladybug always brushes me off, a-and I hate how I shouldn’t hate that, and I hate how I d-don’t get to decide ANYTHING for myself, and I hate how I feel like I’m b-being ungrateful for the h-help and e-everything everyone has done for me, and I…I…” Adrien sucks in a breath, hiccuping as he tries to take in air.

“Jeez, Kid. Calm down a little. You’re kinda freaking me out,” Plagg says, nervously hovering closer to the boy.

Adrien just rubs his eyes with the back of his palms, trying to laugh but all that comes out is a choked sob.

“I…I hate myself,” he finally admits, looking up at Plagg for a moment with watering eyes and the most heartbroken look Marinette had ever seen.

She wasn’t supposed to be there. She wasn’t supposed to have seen Chat Noir detransform, wasn’t supposed to know Adrien was the one on the other side of the suit. And she especially doubted that she was supposed to know he apparently hated himself. It absolutely tore her to pieces.

Adrien had started to cry again, his kwami helpless to calm the boy down as Adrien hugged his knees to his chest and sobbed. It broke Marinette’s heart to know she was part of the reason why he was so upset.

“N-No one would care if I quit, not even Ladybug. She’d probably be glad I was g-gone,” Adrien hiccuped. “I j-just m-mess everything up. I’m p-pointless.”

Marinette crouched down on the building opposite Adrien, tears welling up in her eyes. Did her partner really think so low of himself? Did Adrien really think so low of himself? The same Adrien who modeled brilliantly, was kind to everyone he met, had a dazzling smile and a personality that lit up every room he walked into? The same Chat who had saved Ladybug’s life multiple times, who was literally essential to saving every akuma attack, who flirted shamelessly and was quite possibly the sweetest person on the planet? How had Marinette not seen this before? She should be comforting him, telling him how highly she actually thought of him, but all Marinette found she could do was sit on the rooftop, half hidden behind a chimney, and watch.

Adrien released a shaky breath after another minute of inconsolable crying, looking up at Plagg again before looking away, towards the city.

“Adrien,” Plagg said, reaching out a paw to touch the boy’s cheek, “you’re not pointless. You’re Chat Noir, for goodness sake. You save lives every day.”

“Yeah, but Ladybug could do that herself. And besides,” Adrien turned back to Plagg with a frown, “what if I don’t want to be Chat Noir to feel appreciated? Or Adrien Agreste the famous model? What if I just want to be myself?”

Adrien wiped his eyes and stood up, brushing the dirt from his jeans.

“Let’s go home. Think you have enough strength for one more transformation?”

Plagg nodded wordlessly, and Marinette watched in awe as Adrien transformed back into Chat Noir. With a flip of his tail, he turned and leapt off the roof, bounding away into the darkening sky. Only then did Marinette release the breath she had been holding.

Adrien and Chat, one and the same. Who would have guessed? Well actually, if Marinette was being honest, she could have figured it out if she had only paid better attention. Maybe there were a lot of things she could have figured out if she had paid better attention…

Marinette tightened her fists at her sides.

‘I’ll make this right,’ she thought, ‘I promise.’

…

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a/n: I purposefully left this in a place where I could go on if i wanted to, but I most likely won’t. what would have happened is Marinette decides to make Adrien/Chat feel appreciated both in and outside the mask, and starts doing ‘random acts of kindness’ to include him. think of those shooting heart memes where it’s like “me shooting you w/ my love & appreciation” and that’s basically it😂😂

EDIT: THERES A PART 2 NOW ON MY BLOG

sao801

Do you see that? Looks like a joke image, right? Well, it isn’t.

This happens in Venezuela. It looks like nobody knows how is our crisis, because I’ve talked with a lot of people (Americans, French, Canadian and even Mexican people) who really don’t know what is happening.

I’ll explain the imagen.

In Venezuela, we haven’t medicines, even in the hospitals. This is because a patient with hypoglycemia is being attended in this way, because the hospital don’t have dextrose for the people. This is happening in Caracas, Venezuela’s capital. But not only in Caracas, is confirmed that in Maracaibo too, and who know where too.

Another cases:

“I take prednisone for animals because I can’t found it anywhere and it helps me, isn’t logic, but our health can’t wait”

“Confirmed, I’m medic performing in so many decadency. We even’t have privates places for dextrose for decompensated diabetics and believe me I could write for hours about so many that I’ve lived in the middle of this catastrophic crisis, where personally I’ve take with me a hurted pacient behind of a 350 because we haven’t ambulances, where we haven’t gloves for protect ourselves and a lot of things like that, this is the reality…. It must be give “ORALLY” because the drink is rich in glucose (Sugar) for these pacients this imagen showes [She means the soda imagen] how is conected to a micromanager where it doesn’t looks very good… But it’s valid by an OROGASTRIC probe. As a heroic way, becase like we know “It’s incorrect”.

I even can give my own testomony. My mom is sick, and she must work everyday, I can’t help her because my leg is broken, and my brother must help his own family. She’s in pain everyday, and the money is too hard to found. If there’s money, but there’s no medicine. And, if there’s medicine, there’s no money, because all the treatments are very expensive, like everything, for our inflation on the 1600%.

Please, help us.

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@takashi0 @klubbhead @satoshi01 @libertybill @nunyabizni @boyonetta @steven-universe-official

I’m sorry, guys. Can you help me to spread this? :C I need that people know about Venezuela’s situation. I’m sorry for bother you.

boyonetta

I’d be very interested in seeing more information on this. This sounds like something out of a post-apocalyptic nightmare novel.

sao801

Sure thing, my friend!

Since 2014, our crisis is worse with the health zone. There’s no too many medicines, and a lot of operations and treatments are delayed for this same reason.

The hospitals don’t have spaces, litters or beds for the patients.

If you go to a farmacy, there’s no medicine.

A lot of hospitals are in a terrible state.

Supplies that were lacking in public hospitals included sterile gloves and gauze, antiseptics, alcohol for medical use, scalpels, needles, catheters, intravenous solutions, nebulizers and surgical sutures. It was even common to lack basic cleaning supplies (such as bleach), which are essential to ensure a sterile environment in hospitals. Unhealthy conditions have led to in-hospital infections that could have been prevented.

And this is only talking about the health zone.

If we talk about the food shortage and the hyper inflation…

We must do LOOOOOONG lines for hours for buy the basic food. Like flour, sugar, rice, pasta, meat, chicken….

We only can buy one time at the week, for the last number of our ID.

If you search in Google “The next Venezuela”, you’ll see we aren’t a country anymore. We are a level in the shitmeter.

boyonetta

Christ, I’m so sorry. If there are any charities or reputable organizations we can donate to, I’d love to share links to them. ;;

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Y'all this shortage of necessities shit had been going on in Venezuela for at least a decade. I have never been able to help because I don’t know what charities are allowed in or out of Venezuela and I don’t trust the people who run those charities to tell the truth.

Please - someone IN Venezuela. Give me a name. A valid website. Something. I will do my damnedest to make something happen, even if it’s just a few families getting fed a few days.

(Love how they voted the fucker out and he’s still in power. Just. So awesome. -_-)

influentialcreativity

This is the first time I see a post on this site about my country and it breakes my heart… Because I want to give you names of charities so you can actually help us but I know people that tried to donate meds and food but our fucking goverment blocked that help. They refuse to accept aid. They are so fucking sick of power that just don’t care about us.

The only way we have to fight this crisis is through social media, we use twitter to find meds and food and we came up with a few apps like Donamed or Akiztá to help us find what we need.

There are a bunch of twitter accounts dedicated to locate meds, such as: @spvzla, @MedicinasEquiv, @Flapastillita, @compartex1vida, @sanandove, @Donatumed, @AyudaMedicinasV y @DonandoMedicin1

For the people out there that want to help, like I said… it’s hard to tell you how you could do that because there’s no warranty that we’ll get the help. Still, I won’t let them win so I did my research and I found a few websites that I think you guys can trust and can donate to.

http://comparteporunavida.com/ —> With your donation, this people get formula and nutritional suppliments for children in hospitals and homes in need.

http://www.ayudahumanitariavenezuela.org/english.html —> You can go to their online shop to buy medical supplies from a wish list, which are then delivered to those in need.

https://www.soschildrensvillages.org.uk/donate/sponsor-a-child/ —> I think you can choose and sponsor a Venezuelan child.

http://www.chamos.org.uk/about-us/ —> They provide financial support for children to acquire medical, educational or other essential equipment.

http://www.corazonymanosenaccion.com/dona_ahora.htm —> The thing with this site is that the bank accounts they work with are from here, so I don’t know the process when it’s an international donation.

The other sites I could find two gofundme created by people like you and me, I hope they mean well and that the money they receive reaches the people who really need it.

https://www.gofundme.com/FoodtoVenezuela

https://www.gofundme.com/help-venezuela

If anyone knows more valid websites where people can go and make their donation, please feel free to add it.

And of course SPREAD THE WORD! The more we all know about the crisis, the bigger chance we have of making a difference in the lives of those who are suffering.

See, that’s what the app is perfect for.