Red and Blue make Purple

[chatonstines]

IF ANYONE WANTS TO TALK ABOUT THE NEW EP FEEL FREE TO MESSAGE ME!!

[katie-wants-donut]

[crooked-dregs]

Y’know how most people get songs stuck in their head? I get Griffin Mcelroy saying, “My name is Sprite Pepsi and I’m abstinence until I die,” stuck in mine.

[chatonstines]

[tamoqu]

alya im

[yaboybokuto]

[morganida]

here, at the Borscht Club, we provide the most authentic experience

[oui-ladybug]

[australet789]

I HAVE NOT SLEPT PEOPLE WASSUP

[jacks-mom]

[lamon-art]

It’s 1 am an d im in tears

[214b]

[peterkull]

還點圖

之後不會再接點圖了唷~~~

From now on, I won’t be able to take any art requests.

Thank you so much for your understanding.

[fishwrites]

I really want to kill my self. I’ve said this for years but it feels like a slightly closer inevitability every day. It sounds so melodramatic when out into words but this is the only forum I have with people who care so I’m sorry :(

I literally force myself through every hour every day I jusr. The whole year passes and it feels like nothing but at one day feels like a month. By now I just don’t have energy (when I finally have time to myself) to do anything I used to love. I haven’t done a single photo shoot this year because even looking at my past shoots make me so depressed and upset. And having to give up photography / design etc was what made me depressed in the first place so we’ve come full circle except now it’s really really pointless.

I’m going to try write fic tomorrow maybe I’ll feel like I’m contributing something

I don’t know

And I know it’s up to me to take actions to change etc but just. It’s been 8 years. Right now I have financial issues and family obligations that mean I’m just as trapped as ever in this fucking awful career and place. (Like I hate law but even in that given value of hate my team is notorious for being abusive so. Like. I guess objectiveltnim having a hard time too haha not just. Dumb subjective struggle)

I don’t know sorry I’m really alone I jsut. I wish I’d go to sleep and die in my sleep. I just can’t think of anything that would bring greater peace right now

I think it just. It’s really suffocating the constant sense of exhaustion and pointlessness and it’s like well shut the fuck up and kill yourself then or stop whining

I just . I’m struggling a lot I don’t know what to do I’ve tried so many things I just

Haha and all my rl “friends” are rich AF so it’s. Like thafs fine but it’s just no one who can really empathise having problems that you can’t solve with money you don’t have

EDIT: thank u to those who donated to my ko-fi even tho I haven’t posted any fic for ages. I don’t deserve you. Thank u 😔❤️ u make me feel less guilty abt buying food when I’m too tired to cook and stuff it rly helps

Originally posted by niiica