all we do is hide away
this is very very rushed and i’m SORRY LIFE HAPPENED
for @comdotcam because she requested it a LONG time ago; sorry it took so long!! D:
and for @zenwisterias because this beautiful lady had a birthday yesterday!!
this has some angst i think and CLICHES aND
I’M WARNING YOU THAT THIS MAY BE SUPER OOC BUT HERE U GO
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Alyn has never had a crush before and he quickly realizes how much they fucking suck.
He isn’t quite sure what he and Vera are to each other. He doesn’t know how she really feels; all he knows is he’s weak shit when it comes to her. Which is why when he realizes just how attracted he is to her, he tries everything he can stop it.
At first, he tries to ignore it. But then she’s resting her legs on his lap as they veg out on the couch at her grandparent’s place and he just—can’t. He can’t stop staring at her legs. They’re long and pale and muscular and awesome and he just wants to touch them all the time. But she could definitely break his nose.
She gets up to get a glass of water and his eyes trail her as she walks out of the room. Nate pauses the game and looks at Alyn with sympathy. Or empathy.
“I’m pathetic,” he says, because there’s no point in denying it anymore.
“A little, yeah,” Nate agrees. A shy smile appears on his face. “You know I used to have the biggest crush on you?”
Alyn’s stomach churns, in a good way or a bad way, he isn’t sure. “Yeah?”
“Yeah,” he smiles, a little contrite. “You know how I got over it?” Alyn doesn’t respond, but that’s answer enough. “I had to get it through my head that you would always be hung up on her,” he nods at the door Vera just walked out of. “It will always be her. That,” he adds cheekily, “and the fact that you are as straight as a board.”
Alyn throws his controller at him.
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